No Pain Is Painful

Dear darkness,

You were too scary in 

My childhood but now

You are the best I can have

Every night was just

Awesome with amazing

Memories I still feel,

Where my every dream is 

Filled with cartoons, palaces

And unlimited imagination.

Every scary dream is

Just funny when I have 

My grandmother beside me

And the best company of her.

I don't even remember

The times I might cry

Every time my imaginary world

Was under construction 

But one day all it happened

Which left nothing except 

Unlimited pain, a company of tears

My imaginary construction

 collapsed in a blink of an eye

The saddest part of now

Is darkness seems beautiful

And now I don't get any

Scary dream or I should say

They don't make me frightened.

I shifted myself from 

Imagination to reality

Where acceptance is a key

Towards the path of my

Future journey, filled with spines.

Which no space for anything else

Everything came true but

In the opposite direction of my

Imagination and desires

I am still in a state of astonishing

As I don't have any 

Such time machine 

Or any powers nor genie

Who can make dreams opposite

But now it's not end

It's a new start where 

I left everything beneath

The ashes of past and now

Stepping into reality &my world

Where no pain give me pain

Nor anything makes me happy

It's a phase where I am out of

Control of every emotion 

Waiting for a perfect time

Where I get filled with colours of

Emotions, zeal ,love ,care