Nightmare Sylvia Eaton
Nightmare Sylvia Eaton
My sleep paralysis, to you I write.
Why are you terrorizing me at night
I hate the way you watch and stare
Always thinking about your scary glare.
Let me compare you to a nightmare
Although that's not what you are
I want to look but I don't dare
You're my internal war
How do I hate you? Let me count the ways
Thinking of you scares me for days
I hate your presence that comes with fear
Always wishing you we'rent here
When I wake up and feel the beating of my heart.
I try to enjoy my time whilst we are apart.
But I know once I'm alone and I close my eyes.
You and your scary ways will always rise.
Close your eyes and say good night.
To all that don't exist
Cause once it's dark you might see the light.
There's more than we insist.
Nightmare please go away
I don't want to be afraid of the night
I don't want you to say
You just don't feel right
Nightmare please stop hurting the people I love
They did nothing wrong
You are what I have to get rid of
We both know that you don't belong
Nightmare I'm tired
Sleep is the only thing I need
You're far from required
You think you can stay but I never agreed.
Nightmare please leave me alone
Let me close my eyes
I don't care that I am almost grown
You make me long for lullabies
You're always with me
Travelling my mind during the day and through the night
In the darkness I see
Something that is already out of sight
At night is when I see it
And it's in my mind by day
It just makes me want to quit
That's why I don't want it to stay
Pretty dream I'm supposed to love you
But I want you there where needed
That's why the words I love you aren't true
You have never succeeded
You need to save me from the bad dreams
But I want you there where needed
That's why the words I love you aren't true
You have never succeeded
You need to save me from the bad dreams
The ones that are scary and dark
I promise to save me from those screams
Would be a hit on the mark
I am trying to escape you
But it's like there's no way out
I don't know what I got myself into
What is this all about
I can't move, and breathing is hard
I just want to scream
The fact that catches me off, guard
Is this not a dream
I'm in my room, I'm wide awake
There are weird things that I see
I feel like I am about to break
What's happening to me
I close my eyes and pray
That the nightmare stays away
But I fall asleep and there I see
Another nightmare that's waiting for me.
The things I see late at night
Are looking at me like I'm their prey
They're holding on to me really tight
I hope I'll be ok.
Sweet dream is what people say
But that doesn't make any sense
Just like have a good day
It's also stupid and no offence
But I always hope for a sweet dream
And you know what happens then
I fall asleep, pray for a lovely theme
And then I have a nightmare again
Some people have beautiful dreams about love
Or at least so I hear
I wouldn't know because I dream of things that are filled with fear
That's why I rather stay awake
And I keep everything closed
To make sure my dreams don't take the things that I love the most
Why do you even exist
Well technically you don't
My mind just gives a weird twist
On thoughts that I once owned
Now they're not mine anymore
You took all you could get
But the thing I never realised before
Is that you is me, you're in my head
Take me on a trip
We have the whole night
I will be quiet and bite my lip
And hold onto you tight
Show me some magic
And things I have never seen before
But please don't make it tragic
I can't take that anymore
I want this dream to be outstanding&n
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The best it could ever be
It would end with a perfect landing
Back in bed with a beautiful memory
It was a soothing night
The dream that I had just started
It was beautiful and everything felt right
But it left me broken - hearted
Because now and then you dream about
Something that's too good to be true
You enjoy it but you're still in doubt
You don't really have a clue
Could this perfect world you see
Become reality some day
I don't think it will ever be
I'll just put my thoughts away
Follow your dreams is what they say
But I don't understand
When I dream I run away
Because it all got out of hand
There's terror and crimes
It's scary and sad
But it can be beautiful sometimes
So I'll just follow that
Some dreams are crystal clear
But some dreams are not
Some dreams you remember being infear
And others you forgot
Some dreams will stick with you
And others fade away
Some dreams you outgrew
But the bad ones usually stay
The bed is a funny place you know
It's not just a thing
This is different for everyone though
It can be something that takes you under its wing
For the one who is scared of the dark
Or sleeping to escape being sad
That's not always and easy walk in the park
But that doesn't have to be bad
And the ones who are scared
Scared of the night
That's not something to bed repaired
They just lay there and hold on tight
But then theres the sun
It's comforting and bright
You made it, you don't have to run
The darkness is gone, now there is light
You are invited to my dream
I really need you there
Together we are a great team
We are immune to every scare
So follow me and don't be scared
We'll fight the dark away
Even though you are not prepared
I still want you to stay
Here's a message to the sweet dream
The ones I wish I had
I hear you are magical but it seems
You have never seen my bed
I lay there waiting for you
Hoping you will find me this time
Cause the things I go through
Are far away from fine
Sweet dreams it's okay
I am not even mad
I know it sounds cliche
But you don't have to feel bad
One day you will find me
And when that day is here
The bad dreams will see
That I don't need their fear
Some wait the whole day
To finally go to bed
Others go to parties and stay
And say to their friends go ahead
I'll just stay here
While keeping my dreams away
I won't shed a single tear
Don't worry, I'll be ok
When people are leaving
And the night has come to an end
I realise it's so relieving
To have escaped the bad dreams , I didn't attend
I am already scared
I close my eyes
And get prepared
For sad goodbyes
I want strength, light and magic
I want to feel alive
Instead it's all so tragic
I hope I can survive
I hear you softly crying
I see that you are scared
I for sure would be lying
If I say that you will get spared
So get in bed and close your eyes
Just let me follow you
Im going to let you pay the prize
There's nothing you can do
Oh sweet nightmare of mine.