I Hate You And Love You At The Same Time
I Hate You And Love You At The Same Time
As the raindrops fall,
Its sound propagates into my ears with intertwined thoughts
It somehow transforms me into virtual recluse and
At the same time fervently knocks.
It knocks my stoical heart urging to look for someone desperately
To be someone, to find someone to lean on when life gets me down
I can feel the heavy burdens you encounter time to time because
I have gone through them before you even realized.
Feeling of estrangement kept me quiet for a long time
My inner voices shattered but never died.
These voices have been loved and hated at the same time but couldn't be ignored
Enchanting raindrops reminisce them every time.
It's inexplicable how the faded memories
And dreams about you entangle with the rain
Just like a butterfly trying to come out from the cocoon
Ready to fly solely and dreams come true.
I may sound delusional right now to you
But when you feel the unseen,
The unheard comes to life if you allow them to
Oh my dear love how come I hate you and love you at the same time
Thinking and looking for you like a lost sound.
I often find myself in the unsolvable quest but it's all worth
Because it leads me to the inner beauty I possess.
The beauty has been sustained but still not recognized
But I'll wait for you till the countdown survives.
Thought - Just like the rain clears the sky dust
I'll wait for you to vanish my sorrow just like bright sunshine does.