Perspectives
Perspectives
I always dreamed to see myself from others perspective in order to know what they thought about me
Unknowingly being judgemental with my oneself
Ended up in making me a self destructor
My time was hard as nothing I could conquer
And my own insecurities initiated a big thorn in my heart
Self-disheartened & sense of hopelessness often left me in dilemma what I was really into (qualities)
Lack of love to me from my own side led me
To doubt my own potential
Felt obliged just on little considerations that I
Ignored the mean selfish intentions of people surrounding me in my life destinations
Was lost and trapped in thoughts of others
Not realizing that I surely possess something better than the other
Loads and loads of comparisons I made
Just to be considered and accepted in others ideal way
Alikeness is something we prefer all the time but it's so regretful when you lose your inner self
In the whole process behind.
But now when I value the existence of myself in life
I want to walk on the road which leads me to my magical mystery ride
The possession of finding my dream career often kills me inside
But now I have got enough patience to make it realize
Because I do know that I inhibit some beauty gift inside.
Which shows this is me not what you like.
Depression and anxiety engulfed me inside
Drifting me from something I wanted to choose all my life
Being so cruel & insensitive towards my life
I resisted achievements many a times
But now I wonder if I hadn't done those mistakes at that time,
Then would I be able to emerge as a bright star shining all through the night
So this is real me and I choose not to be alike.