Can You Believe

Can you believe,

I'm still here looking for a way

A long long track,

With many twist, a million steps,

Can you believe,

I still have a wish, 

To look at the blue sky,

Walk with hearts in rack,

Listening to a track

With all the burns,

Yet, no more scorns,

Can you believe,

I have written a lot,

More than I remember,

That lost Jan, a cold Feb

And a frozen December,

Can you believe,

Now I am a bit numb,

The feels don't hurt

Like sometimes my words do,

That's why I write everything

Transparent and through,

Can you believe,

I have lost many things

To find my own soul,

Again and again and again,

It was a loop

A psychic bloop,

Yes, I believe

Now I still own many dreams

And live many thoughts,

Now the soul is getting older

The mind finding new forms,

The spirit is getting ready

For bigger storms.