A Feeling

A weird feeling

Never felt before

Spilling life out of my hand

Or pumping something new like before

The screens turning out the same everyday

But so was not the case today

A message from a known anonymous

Gave chills again 

Like the forgotten and downtrodden yesterday

Not wanting to talk 

But waiting for a text

Staring at the phone

Knowing that the one won't call

The more I describe

The more I dive

In the past where I don't want to live anymore

Let this just be a feeling

And not something more

Orelse Azrael

Just take me home

Just take me home