"I don't want to live like this, why do I have to be happy when I am not, I am frustrated, angry, irritated, why doesn't anyone stand by me, Why does nobody love me at my worst?"
Sweetheart, did you ever watch Cricket?
What's the start?
Every game starts with a toss, two teams, two sides of the coin and one winner. You are the coin my dear, you have two sides, one with happiness, love which is easy to accept and seems like the winning side to the World and then there is another side, which is your frustration, anger, tears. Can both heads and tails win???
Then why do you expect, people to choose both, people won't but you know what the coin still has and will have two sides and there will a toss because the match needs to start. The winner of the match is decided at the end.
This match is your life and the toss is the beginning of a new friendship and relationship but dear if the relationship lasts or not is not decided with toss nor does it mean that you give up one side, like the coin you also continue to have two sides and play the match.