That one day...

There are so many days we go through in our lives. There are some days which happen to be the best day of our lives whereas, somedays are the exact opposite. Recently, I came across one such day of my life which changed all of me. It changed me as a whole and made me dig deep into myself to search and find some hidden questions and find those lost pieces of mine. 

Pulling myself through and surviving to that one day wasn't easy. There were some moments when I felt completely helpless and strange. It felt like I shouldn't even anticipate myself achieving new things because I would fail at them. I failed and have been failing at everything that I was too scared to take risks at that moment. There was not even a single thing in this world that I could even assume myself capable to do.

As the hours went by, my anxiety reached to fever pitch. I felt as if I am trapped in a situation that was completely out of my control. But I certainly realised that it was all my fault. After all, that I did, I have to bear the consequences. It was all my fault because I did not show enough courage and initiative to translate the only chance I had into an opportunity. I wasted my time, thinking as if it was going to return for me. I wasted it all. On that day, I had no one to blame except myself. I was the culprit who was frozen into this vicious cycle of "Karma". 

On that day, I not only realized my own self but also the importance of every single thing around me. I realised it's not a compulsion for time or any other thing in this environment, to work accordingly to our wills. Sometimes, we are the one who misuses or underestimate the power of "Time" and "Karma" on the other hand, sometimes, it's things doesn't work out the way we wish them to. 

After all the brainstorming I had with myself, I reached one conclusion. All that matters is "Time". There are good times, bad times, good memories, bad memories....behind all the lessons we learn, mistakes we commit, win or lose, it is all "Time". Though it was just a day, but it taught me a hard lesson for a lifetime. Though the consequences haunted me I got to know my strengths and weaknesses and myself. No one can escape from the vicious cycle of time, even we if there are hard days we are dealing with, it's only "Time" that heals us. 

That one day.....taught me so much about myself and the mechanism of time.