Soliloquy!

"Switching my earphones off, I wondered am I really afraid of this deafening silence? what is it that I'm running away from?

The loneliness? the fact that I'm sipping a cup of coffee all alone, amidst all these people who happen to have someone next to them.

The moment music stopped I could hear my heart thumping and thoughts bouncing in my head from one to another about all that matters to me, 

I wondered, wandering there - why had I never savored the beauty that I myself possess,

The beauty to feel everything around me, this chirping of birds, this rhythmic sound my feet make while I walk, why is it that I'm not grateful for all that I've because I cannot deny the fact to be lucky to have all of me and people I love, in place. 

When I look up this sky is beautified by the moon in spite of having stains just like people but is desperate for acceptance and forgiveness and so shall be given for none of us are stainless yet beautiful in our own way. " A soliloquy by Anesha after realizing that she's all alone yet accompanied by so many including herself but she only needs to feel conscious of its presence. Why do we feel lonely even after having people around? Are we indulged too much for external validation, or we all in a way are self-sufficient... Is a question to give a thought.