Self Love Is The Best Love Nev
Self Love Is The Best Love Nev
This story is about a Siya who belonged to a middle-class family. She had big dreams and wanted to fulfill them.
But her family was very orthodox. Her life in her house was like a prisoner. She was not allowed to fulfill her dreams. During her young age she met a guy whom she started loving and had dreams to marry him, she thought that he would take her out from this prison. But her dreams got shattered as he flew away to states for a job. After a while she came to know he got married and settled.
She got depressed but was struggling to live. Life moved on and Siya started working she met a boy in her office who proposed her and was madly in love with her. She again dreamt that this time she will get married to him and will settle and he will take her out of this prison. But that boy dumped her and went away. She was broken again.
Life moved on she changed her job as it was reminding her of him. She learnt a lesson that she has to stay in this prison, and she has to die.
Few years later she started going for Networking classes where she met a guy who claimed to love her. He proposed her on Valentine's Day and made her feel very special he won her heart. She dreamt again to have a happy life with him.
But that fellow always used to treat her like a doormat. Siya was 4 years elder to him. Because of which he used to always tease her and call her “Aunty”. He used to misbehave with her. He used to torcher her. Siya was so shattered that because of her past experiences that she didn’t want to lose him. In spite of so much of insult she was there with him. He used to back bitch about her to his friends. He blocked her many times on social media platforms. She was madly in love with him she always used to beg in front of him to unblock her. He used to ill-treat her and then unblock her. He was ashamed of her and was very embarrassed that he knew her. He never used to introduce her to his friends. He used to call her to meet him in aloof place. Once this boy flew away to Australia without informing Siya. When Siya got to know she was broken. She felt that the person whom she loved so much didn't inform her but everyone else in his life.First time she realised that she had no importance in his life. He used her for his benefit.
He met another girl in Australia with whom he used to hang out. He introduced that girl to his family members when Siya came to know about this, she messaged him and asked him that he never introduced her to his family over these years whereas with this girl whom he met one week back he introduced her to which he replied that she is young and beautiful and not “aunty like you”. She was shattered and felt very bad. She was inquisitee to know about this girl, so she sent a friend request to this girl on Instagram.
She didn’t know that in this one week they had become so close that he was handling her Instagram account. When the boy saw the request from Siya, he called her up and blasted her and blocked her. Siya called him from her friend's phone and asked him that she broke her virginity with him and for this girl who is of her age who has come just a week ago has become so close that he got hurt if she followed her and he was handling her Instagram account. She felt bad but didn't wanted to loose him her, not being her mistake still she asked him to forgive her to follow her best friend, he didn’t listen he blocked all numbers through which Siya could contact. After a month he contacted Siya but as usual he misbehaved with her. He humiliated her. He always used to praise that girl in front of her and used to send pictures of hugging her. Siya was completely shattered. Her situation from her own family side as well had worsen. She was tortured from both the ends. She just wanted to end this. Siya decided one day to end her life as she had gone in depression. There was no happiness. During this while in her office she met a girl who shared the same story with her ,she motivated her by saying ending the life is not a solution you need to fight , you need to leave all those people who hurt you, it's difficult to leave a person you loved the most but if that person doesn’t cares for your feeling, it's better to let that person go. It will hurt you initially, it would be very difficult but later you will have a happy life.
After hearing this Siya for the first time blocked him, deleted all the chat history which would remind her about him.
She blocked all those people who would remind him about him. Day by day it was becoming difficult for her as she was remembering him, but she controlled herself it was difficult. She realized that it had become 2 months and that boy didn’t even contact her once, even didn’t bothered to check if she was alive or dead that really triggered her that when you stay even with a dog you get attached whereas with this boy, she had spent 4 years and he didn’t even care for her and even didn’t even bother to check for her. She moved on she learnt a lesson that "Self-love is the best love never be dependent on others". Today's world is selfish, and they will be there with you until they need you. He came back to her when he wanted to use her now as he was in Australia, and he knew Siya won't be able to come he never bothered to check for her. In this world don’t care for others just love yourself and don’t be used by others.