Planning Future Goals

Today was the last day of the numerology demo class. It was about the number of friends and enemies. Later, the teacher discussed the course details. When students were asking questions related to the course and which will best for them like numerology, tarot card or astrology. I was asking myself why I want to do this course. I felt it will take so much time to make a profession in this and to make a good income. But I  always had the curiosity to learn about numbers especially because it helps me to understand human behaviour and the mind through an understanding of numbers. 

I used to read books by myself but didn't get the right information from anywhere especially because it was not satisfying me. 

I kept thinking about the Man on youtube who said that people born on 17 are very logical minded people. They can make good careers in sports and writing. But I didn't see any suggestions for studying occult sciences. Then I remembered one more video in which she was telling people who have birth number 8 and life path number 7 they can do very well in occult sciences and social work. 

These are both the things making me feel to whom I listen and which path will be best for me. This gave me a headache after finishing the demo class. I then felt occult sciences in which you have to do counselling you have to speak a lot. I have seen tarot card readers on YouTube and they speak continuously for 1-2 hours. I feel I can't speak this much but I want to understand numerology so that my doubts will be clearer and if possible I will start taking consultations if people want. So for now,  don't think too much about reaching that extreme level in this profession. 

I have a habit of thinking too long that sometimes gives me a headache. I felt this logical mind can help me go in-depth into my unconscious and subconscious mind. I can write so many things in so many details. Like this time, I am writing this diary will help me improve my writing skills and my imagination skills.