Peace Begins With A Smile

That smile, that damn smile, for which I can die many times, just to get a glance at it. 

Yes, our story started when we were schoolmates, everything went well for 5 years, until I felt something was wrong with me, at first I denied the fact giving it a title a "temporary" but that temporary changed to permanent in no time. Yes, I had cancer, and it was detected at stage 2, doctors started the chemo sessions, and I had less time, he said I have 4 months to live, my world went upside down, listening to this, I couldn't even feel my feet, but I gained my senses to accept the fact, that this is my final call, a final call from god. I know it's a really tough time for me and my partner, he/she couldn't live without me a single moment, then how can he/she imagine life without me. That's when I decided to break up.

Current day, I'm lying in hospital for my last session my last day on the planet, I look ugly, have lost my hair, and I'm lying on the bed to see that one precious smile I die for, that smile just kills me, that smile gives me peace, it was my last wish to see that smile, but it was me to break every string of heart with my hands, but still that glance of those lips smiling for me and creating the same scenario like the one I see with closed eyes, is the one I want to experience in real before my last breath, and before finally closing my eyes forever, is all I'm waiting for.

That smile will be the reason I rest in peace, and that peace will be the reason for this phrase "peace begins with a smile"