my stubborn kid , my mom

Dear stubborn kid of my life, you know your hands held me gently from the day i took my first breath, today i can feel the purity in your love , in that selfless eternity, today, i can feel how you felt when you first held me close to your heart, i can feel the journey through all those baby dolls and dinosaurs , once i cried and once i roared. today i can feel that precious love you give us, i feel the motherhood you kept us in, because today you have turned into a stubborn kid , one that doesn’t take care of herself, and doesn’t listen to me over and over again, a kid to whom i give shoulder to cry when tears start to fall, i feel your love cause today i take care of it all.i remember oiling the hair on your head and scolding you about your hair a tangled mess and that doing for everyone you don’t get time to make them up ,or you have become a stubborn kid that doesn’t take care of herself? i feel what you felt when you stayed by my side the whole night when i was unwell, cause today i take care of your medicines and spend time with you by you side, cause you have become a stubborn kid who doesn’t take care of herself.i remember how your hands helped me to hold the stars in a place, and encouraged me to reach that place, cause today you forgot what you said and your hands are unable to capture that length cause you have become a stubborn kid that doesn’t take care of herself. i can feel what you felt cause your hands are now twisting with age and years of work, and now you need a gentle touch of mine to rub away the hurt. i can feel your motherhood and the love you gave cause now i am mother of stubborn kid that doesn’t take care of herself. 

you made me a little mother of a big one.

with loveyour little mother.