My first crush...! (part 2)

Well hello there...! You know what you should smile it's your charm..... 

Wait what charm.... Oh my god, how can forgot about his charm, _oh no not a charm the affection I mean... Whatever....! You know what my dear reader I regretted falling for that lazy stupid monkey. Oh wow this name suits him.. Well I regret falling for him because I was madly in love with him, no not seriously I know it was the problem which every teen feels , but I realized it was wrong to fall for him one sided, as you know it was all waste of time and in the end I will be the one who's gonna be the broken piece.. 

It was tough but I tried too, to keep myself away from him, the first thing which I did was _i stopped the conversation with him, but I failed as he was the one who came to me and started the chatter.. The next plan ignore him, I swear I really did ignored his presence_but what he used to search me to ask silly questions, which didn't even sensed properly. The next step keeping my group full so no more entries to be allowed but failed terribly as the teachers started choosing the team mates for group assignments.. And finally the most hectic part started the arguments so I can hate him.. 

What the ducklings mind of mine...! 

Dude seriously it was the worst part as the argument always ended with me being right, and he started to be more close to me... 

I have a question for myself, m I too champo to be rejected, than why the duck does I get so many proposals... There's a hindi song which says, " दुनिया है मेरे पीछे लेकिन मैं तेरे पीछे अपना बना ले मेरी जान हाय रे मैं तेरे क़ुरबान.. "It was the situation where I didn't wanted anyone else but only him.. As if all the dinosaurs came to life and eaten up all the males from this world accept him... M not joking, was I so dump......... 

One incident which I can't forget, where he was staring at me with a smile , while we were on some school trip, I thought I was looking some sort of funny so he was giving his precious attention to me.. Or was I dreaming but yeah he was staring, I confirmed when he smiled at me when I noticed, duck that it doesn't matter the thing is dude don't fall for anyone, it hurts when you finds out that person is already taken... 

And when I found about his relationship, don't ask me, I was dead still being alive.... I heard it when I was intensely studying for my exams from his friends, and the thing I did next was ran away from his gangs instantly and choose to sit next to my donkey gang, I mean my friends ... I didn't told them what happened but I felt sudden nervousness and I was deeply hurt... But the thing which came to my mind was is his girlfriend beautiful.....! 

Let it be, it didn't even haunted me when I was rejected by him, as I knew he has no feelings for me but this sudden news broke me..... Than I changes myself, so I can be at my place where I belonged, to my A grade yes my love studies and novels,... Love stories are really true in fiction though.... I don't think it really exists in real.... 

So the moral of the story is fall in love but with the person who deserves you.... Not the one you wants to be........