Love the way you are,
You, and you are responsible to take care of yourself and nobody else, who do you think after your parents are really so worried and bother what's going in your life, to help you ??
Believe me, no one, Nobody cares what your likes are what you desires, dreams, wish, and most importantly how you feel??
Everything in life is like a nightmare when things are against us, we feel so lonely in this crowd because we forget to understand self-happiness, self-love, self-care, it's not at all selfish to think about yourself, because you cannot serve others unless the cup of your happiness is full, but, we fill all others life with happiness, we make them colourful, and beautiful!!
When you met this phase of loneliness in your life you will realize that you have left yourself lot behind where you cannot go and search yourself as you are completely lost in that darkness, darkness of ignorance, the darkness of impossibilities and darkness of night!!
Don't ever do this, don't think what people think about you, don't think what people want, understand your needs and demands and live your life,kyuki yeh zindagi naahi milegi dobara!!