Childhood Regrets

Dear Childhood,

First of all I thankyou so much for keeping me safe, for taking care of all my emotions, and helping me to overcome my obstacles...Dear, the child inside my heart I want to say you sorry for making you matured so early, for making you a understanding child always in all the situations, for teaching you to compromise always and sacrifice your dreams to fulfill others' desires!!

Am sorry for making you independent and responsible at tender age where children throw the tantrums, demand for the things they love, express their views with Innocent, but I always thought you how to talk to yourself, to speak less and listen more!!

I made you strong, to hold your emotions, to give them a way to cry inside the blanket or in absence of people, hug your favourite stuff Teddy for Comfort, when you felt lonely.

I always controlled your emotions, thought always to help others, to listen others problems give them the solutions,, keeping your worries away... I made you lonely, am sorry my dear childhood for not giving you the happiness of being child who supported others,, understood the problems of a family without being shared, taking care of them sometimes I also made you feel guilty because you were helpless to solve the problems faced by our family members..

Sorry, Sorry, Sorry, for not pampering you when you were sad, for giving all you desire, am the biggest enemy who killed the innocence of a child in childhood...

Hope you understand me,

And forgive me,, I know this life I will not be able to give your childhood back but now you have made me strong enough to fulfill your dreams, to keep you alive in my heart, to tolerate all your stubbornness, to make you feel better,, give me one Chance...one opportunity to Serve you..

Let me rediscover you, bring you back to those times, when you are still so innocent, let me do everything fine, and give you that peace.

My dear Childhood!!

*** Give me some sunshine,

Give me some rain ***

Give me another chance to Live my childhood again!!