End of Search

Call it what you want, but I'll call it destiny being heartbroken many times, failed love, failed trust,

"Should I stop looking for love? " "Should I build a wall around my heart? "

I was a player before but when I tried to settle down all I got was a failure, players, just like me

playing the same game.

The last ship was also toxic, " yes I'll build a wall around my heart ... I can't be loyal nor am I tired of being a player tired of this toxic love ".

I build a wall around my heart, "f*ck love, it's not worth my time ."

 I've been single for a while until I got this vision in my dream. A vision that made me go on the search for this person. It was a dream that I wish I didn't wake up from. a dream that felt so good, so good I couldn't describe how it felt being with this person.  When I woke up from that dream, it hurt because I wanted to be with that person forever.

I went back to sleep but I couldn't find that person anymore, so I went on the search.

I need to find this mysterious person, this person that I saw in my dream ... I have to find them.

I went on a search for them.

Days, months, almost a year.

I was about to give up on finding you, but I couldn't because I remembered how good it felt being with you, 

yes, I didn't give up, and I'm happy I didn't.

I found you, I found you thru a friend. A friend that asks me to be in their group chat, WELL a group chat I didn't want to join in the first place but still accidentally joined and I saw you, the time I joined, you send a text, a text that got me the first hind that I found you.

I went to see your PICTURE AND I KNEW" THE FINAL SEARCH IS OVER "... yes I finally found the person in my dream 

It's crazy how I went on the search for someone who I didn't have many details of, someone who I didn't know that might or might not exist in real life 

we exchanged social media's the same day ... I was happy that I found you, my search is over 

meeting you give me hope in love, hope that I'll find my soulmate, my forever partner 

all that's left is confessing to you when the time is right, I want you in my life forever just like in my dream, I want to spend my life with u 

I can wait, knowing I found you are a step closer to you, waiting won't kill me especially if it's waiting for you 

" Sometimes when we give up on love, we receive the love we had been searching for "