Ecstacy

It was a normal tired day and that evening I was waiting near the elevator of my apartment to reach my flat, as usual. Then I saw Him coming down the stairs, with a bright dark pink colored tee shirt and he flashed an enchanting smile towards me. Our eyes met at once and that was when I felt for the first time, my heart skipped its beat. I spent the whole night thinking abt what had happened n questioning myself, is this true ?

Then, the next day, I met him at the cellar when I was going out. We smiled at each other. A strange yet happy feeling started to pester me somewhere deep inside. While I was still in the dilemma whether to proceed, I faced a problem with the current bill of my apartment and I had to call him. Though I didn't have his number, I requested his father to share his number with me and immediately, i got his number on my watsapp. Then I called him and he responded with just one ring, as if waiting for my call. From the other side, I could hear the most melodious voice i v ever heard.

We started to chat about general things and we discussed about life and all kinds of challenges we face. Somehow I feel happy whenever we meet, I value the little time we spend together. Out of all his conversations one thing I could make out was that he is the most honest, handsome n wonderful person i v ever met before. I feel this is the one person God has sent for me, to understand me, to support me n to guide me. He is a business man n when he s engrossed in his work, he stops calling me or seeing me.

Those are the times I feel very painful but still feel that we must give time n space to each other, for a relationship to grow over the years. I miss him very badly. I keep looking at his pics everyday. So, every relationship goes through its testing period. Maybe I should learn to have patience and just keep waiting for him. It's not that he has forgotten me, but love is more deep than just being together all the time. Its the ability to feel each other's presence, though we don't meet physically. I didn't honestly know how to put my thoughts, it's a try to express what I m feeling right now.