Compassionate Heart

Hurt is by far the most important, powerful emotion in most of our lives.

Emotional hurt outbeats any other kind of damage.

I call hurt or the feeling of hurt as an engine, which then drags along the trail of disappointment, guilt, regret, failure, hate, disapproval and a lot more..

It keeps adding on the baggage.

Similarly, this little girl while growing up, discovering new emotions each day, how life projected happiness, anger, expectations, love, disappointment, tumbled on being hurt.

This time beyond the usual doctor visit of antiseptic, she needed more care.

This time she it was her heart, her soul that was wounded, she tasted betrayal from her most trusted friend, who had other intentions.

She was shattered, she was ashamed to reveal her bond was nothing but an illusion to anyone else.

That's how much she had nurtured her loving bond.

She had to vent out, she had to confirm if this is what betrayal meant, if this is how things are meant to be.

She spent days and nights, thinking, calculating, reliving all the moments and wondering, how this seed of betrayal and why was it planted, where she only showered unconditional love and trust.

She had her small Angel corner, with little miniature of beautiful carved statues of Angel's, with big innocent eyes, lovingly smiling eyes and reassuringly beautiful wings, big enough to sweep away all the worries and pain(Angel's Paradise). That’s how she called it.

She confessed to them about her feelings, assured enough to be understood.

She wept her heart out and exhausted went off to sleep.

She had unwavering faith in her faith of her Angel's and their love and power.

She waited for a prompt reply.

She was desperate to connect the dots and know why was she feeling this pain.

She spent the night by them.

Forgetting about how and what she discussed with them at night, she started out with a new day, feeling lighter but still carrying the burden of hurt and pain.

The reason why some emotions are labeled as negative ones and some positive ones, cause when the engine of the train is negative,it drags the ghost is past and all the emotions associated with it.

Where in if you start at the positive note, you just go with bliss and rest follows.

Negative emotions pull down your aura and make you nothing less than their slave.

This little one was going through something similar.

Her Angel's were up with the work, they had to save this little one's heart and most importantly her faith.

She found herself sporting her Angel's sign, she felt reassured that she is going to answered soon, she is still being loved and is lovable and it's there was a reason to this pain, there was a lesson to be learnt.

While crossing the Church on her way to school, she heard being called out by the Father there, who had to discuss a fairly important matter post the school.

She grew anxious, she thought some how, he must be knowing that she lost her true friend and was embarrassed.

Smiling weakly she promised him to visit post the school.

She went to see him and he was in a rather jovial mood.

That eased her restlessness a bit.

He said, he had little story to share with her.

Making her comfortable enough in his office, he started off saying, how as a child he lost his mother and he was shattered and broken and his trust and his ultimate trust in God was shattered and he felt betrayed.

Her eyes were open wide, hearing that word.

She wanted to know how he dealt with that, he smiled and said the lesson behind any hurt is FORGIVENESS, COMPASSION.

He continued that God, forgives us and even those who do dreadful things or create thoughts which are shameful enough, for forgiveness and compassion are far more powerful than hurt.

They can unleash the trail of negative thoughts, they can replace the engine of your thoughts.

Forgiveness and compassion not only bring in hope, strength but they connect us to Divine's true essence.

When we are attached and loved by humans, we tend to consider God secondary, cause we are limited in our minds.

We see, we touch and we believe, we tend to weaken our bond with Him, these small jitters are reminder that ultimate happiness, peace and connect and bond is with Him.

All are His children, even the one's who have hurt you, they are innocent or ignorant, they need a chance to grow and they need helping hand of the stronger ones of God.

Compassion would help you grow towards His undying love.

Every hurt should be accepted and released with forgiveness and compassion.

Learning her most important lesson, she felt reassured that her Angel's would never risk break her heart, but they loved her too much to gift her the joy of compassion and forgiveness.

Filled with a spark of joy and hope, she had switched her trail of thoughts and replaced her Hurt with Forgiveness and Compassion.

She started to grow more upwards towards His light, and nothing was unforgiveable and everybody was lovable around her.

She was truly blessed to have her heart filled with Compassion.

Hope you replace your trail of thoughts with more forgiveness and compassion.