This Time....

This time

It did not make me stronger,

No, i could not bear it longer

It made me break in new ways

The time when it all replays

This time

I fear myself more than what my soul whispers

Making my heart shiver as if it is midwinters

No emotions are expressed

Every single time it trespassed,

This time

I'm allowing my pain to stay there

Another burden to bear

Unable to reveal what i feel

Stopping my pain to heal

This time

I cage my hopes against my prayers

Hoping to escape to better universe

My eyes shut as I please

Leave me alone, you bad dreams