I Wish I Had...

I wish I had your presence beside me while I grew

I wish I could talk to you whenever I feel low

I wish I had you with me when everything seems to be slow

I wish you had me seized in your arms when you go

I wish I had your support when my struggles needed defense

I wish I had you when my sadness was turning so intense

I wish I could hug you and cry when I feel so tense

I wish I had you to answer my questions when life makes no sense

I wish I had the power to delete your name from God's death file

I wish you come back and stay with me for a while

I wish I could fight to never let you go no matter what meanwhile

I wish then my life would have been only smile, smile and smile.....