Things I Wish You Knew

Things I wish you knew,

A few people made a debut

Writing a poem about it is all I can do

But soon I'll explain the gory details to you It's overdue

The boy I chose to pursue,

You were right about him,

More than his hand made me grab a tissue

Made me feel like looking in the mirror is a sin,

Like I am the issue

I tried to hold you near,

Things took a turn,

Some things that I always feared

Made sure the old me could never return

And that for safety I might just have to yearn

Anxiety and breathlessness,

Without surety of you more restless 

Put up your old ring as a necklace

Life still seems quite meaningless

Family has changed and so has its meaning,

False things I was believing

For your response, I am forever waiting

I know you'll come back,

Please don't wake me if I'm dreaming