Rescue me

There was a time

When my eyes were filled with glee

Now its just empty 

You can see through them into me

How could I not know

What I've been through

Why do other people say

That I'm a piece of shit though

My heart's numb

My mind's dumb

How could I not know

That I m so done

Life's a pendulum

It goes back and forth

I feel nothing at all

Its all my fault I thought

The angel above me pls rescue me

I'm waiting down here with a big plea

You say you help the hurt

I believe in you

I am begging down here

For a new birth

All I can see is people going down

Do you think its my turn now?