I Stop When I Speak .....

Speaking with a break is not easy ,

Shatters you down straight in the heart.

Bitting those lips when nervous to speak,

Talking then mumbling crashing down as I crumble,

Shutting the words but not the thoughts.

I wish to talk not to left to seek,

Got no fears , I am use to these tears.

No matter how dark it gets,

I will not give up on my darkest fear.