Help Me!

I am so helpless

I am so tired

The rage inside me

Is burning on fire

The people around me

Are not glad I'm there

They just want me 

To go away somewhere

The crowd shout 

And bangs my ears

I close the windows 

And draw the sheers

People say don't be too hard on yourself

They don't know the dark me if I am myself

Let's say I m dead

Let's say I m gone

Death would not fear me

I was already very torn

The jingling bell, the crying hell

All are the same to me

I imagine being a bird

Desperate to be free.