Lost!

Let me fly

Far away from 

Far away from here

Don't u cry

If don't find me ever

U did this to me

U didn't even know

I was a fool

To keep it in my soul

Just a fight

U could have found me back

But u didn't let me speak

U considered it talking back

This toxic brain of yours

Treated me like shit

I closed my eyes

And my cheek felt a hit

My skin burned

I felt numb

I needed peace

A tune to hum

I fell down

And u lunged back at me

I covered my head

But my rib felt your shin

I could not breathe

The ground was spinning

But my ears did not fail

To hear your footsteps stomping

When you finally went away

I let the tears flow

I could not show you

I was vulnerable and low

I sat down in the corner

My trembling hands holding a blade

Waiting for God

To send me an aid

'HE' did not answer me

So, I let my instincts lead

I sang to myself

And went in a deep sleep.