Ambiguous Bond
Ambiguous Bond
I feel like a dried rose in a half-read book
Slumber late at night; ruminating unaccustomed thoughts
Wake up with a lurch heart much prior alarm rings
Pain like a laceration from a dagger
Configuration of my mind changes every minute
The pain of my heart and mind is of not losing but of not getting
Losing hopes, Changing vantage points, and total anguish
Something is not well; Something is not just right
You may call it misery or woe, but for me, it's an Ambiguous Bond with myself
I pray to splinter the chain of my thoughts but,
I have to hold on, have forbearance even if it is chock-full of unsteadiness