Is this really the life?

Is this the life?

How I veil my plight,

and my vain,

from everyone around!

How I feel dejected

And I can't even tell.

How it all just seems grey,

And my life a disarray!

How my head aches

And my soul passes away

Slowly in this mayhem!

How my eyes hurt while,

gazing at my ill-fate!

And everybody around's just

Watchin me fall,

Watchin me decease,

And yet,

Calling me slack and worthless!

How they all make me feel awful,

About my own self!

How things are going insane,

And I lay spent in the race!

I crave quitting every damn thing,

And every damn place,

And go back to my smiling face,

To the good old days!

Cause I'm watchin,

All the good things die,

All my potentials fade!

And I'm watchin 'em with a sigh,

I just wanna close my eyes,

And die for a little while!

~your bleedin poet!