TANGLED REASONINGS1 min 53 1 min 53
With what consequences or benefits he brought me here?
I still have to know it, from that loved one and a figure to fear.
Did he summon me because he was in need of a younger
Person or inexperienced one to share his varied sentiments?
Did he foresight my coming as an infinite source
Of enjoyment through my remarks, humming like clarinets?
Is it because of me, he is living? Or opposite? Is my coming
To his abode- the reason for a change in his mind's course?
Is it my limbs because of which he will rise from poverty or am I
To be given to this nation and increase its army as a soldier?
Does he despise my arrival as I may weigh him down like
A boulder of responsibility? Those responsibilities of intolerance?
Am I not welcomed in this society by him due to the demand,
Extra demand that I make of 'safeguard' be viewed as a curse?
In sectors of productive work- I guess my inability to serve him
Might be the reason that my presence in front of him is banned.
Am I a total case of expenditure? Can I not go out with him and
Help him out? But still, I am happy when he intends to strike.
Former thoughts are of a boy and latter thoughts are of a girl,
Both towards their Father. It will exist until traits get a transfer.