I am or am I?

With tasks accomplishing

Targets and goals blurred

Were those my responsibilities

Or my dreams fulfilled?

With meticulous planning and execution

Every minutia broke its record

Was it my efficiency and experiences

Or my acquired skills?

With perfection setting new standards

In each and every manoeuvre

Were those just coincidences

Or my conscious efforts?

With every end result, resulting in fruition

Situational demands, I reassure myself

I am neither an expert nor an enthusiast

But a woman, a go-getter and an aspirant.

Aspirant, a go-getter or an enthusiast

Am I or was I, I doubt myself now

Only to realize, it was all my past

But what am I now?

With reality hitting hard

I come to my terms

To everything I had been

But more importantly, a mother.

It is not just that, my inner voice harping

I reason out that I am a wonder woman

An achiever who can go beyond the horizon

To live my dreams.