Silent Signals

Seeking approval

Fearing disapproval

Focusing hard to avoid mistakes

I am the supporting stakes.

Choosing not to feel guilty

Discharging my responsibility 

In the binding freedom and choices

I silence the inner distort voices.  

Trying to win the game

In the entangled frame

Meeting the societal standards 

I cruise through the meanders.

Counting on the richness and rewards

Of pulsing power of the recorded records

In the gentle lightening in my being

I course in the potent energy geeing.

A silent signal guiding the strider

Nothing could daunt the furious rider  

The validity revealing at every turn

I embrace the downturn.

But now the deafening inner chaos 

Overpowering the outer chaos

Haunt endlessly snatching away my core 

I surrender looking forward to ashore.