Everything I couldn't say♡

Another academic year, another day 

Sworn to myself, wouldn't fall prey

But something struck and we became friends

If only I'd known what a big mistake I made

Weeks went by, we were just casual pals

Until a bond is brought in by October 

I'd been struck by a nervous breakdown, 

Not knowing he'd stick around 

Something between us started to change

Who knew a kind gesture would bewilder fate 

Oh darling, I looked at you as just a friend

Until I realized it'd eventually lead to our end 

That's the day my world turned upside down

With him shooting his mixed signals around 

Was it friendship or something more?

That is all I ever questioned about...

Dating back to the present,

Between what was said and what was meant, 

My heart was falling in love with that boy

Only to find out I was losing myself 

He turned out to be a lesson, I'd say

Everyone's gonna hurt you in the end

But you just gotta find the right ones

Who'd be worth suffering the pain?