The Unsaid Goodbye

All my life I was used to riding solo,

Living YOLO

'Til you came along

And annoyed me all day long.

How unexpected of you

To leave me a note saying goodbye.

A storm escaped my eyes,

Revealing the sadness I strived to disguise.

Perhaps we'd be better apart

That's what my brain muttered,

Who knew I'd grow sentimental

Seeing you again felt surreal.

Now I wish we never met 

Cuz you're too hard to forget

If we're really meant to stay away, 

I shall pretend to be OKAY...

I've forced myself to hate you,

You hurt me in ways you didn't mean to

My dear first lover, 

My heart desires a makeover.