Death Of My Alter Ego

I don't have the strength 

To fight the world anyone more 

Please leave me 

To the lonely shores 

Please push me out 

Of the conversation 

We used to do 

Years ago 

Corrupted has become  

My alter ego 

I think of dying

Ah! thousand times  everyday

I can't tell you 

How coward! 

I am these days 

Sometimes I even hit 

My head on the wall 

So that starts the blood Thrall 

And finished 

Will be the time 

Of this teenage overhaul 

And I will regain my purity 

Through a rebirth

In the kingdom of people 

Who have maturity 

And warrior balls