Diary Of A Teenager

Do you remember

Those days 

When I wasn't trapped

In the house of 

Horrors and

This book of unsolved maze 

Which biology calls 

The teenage 

When my stardom 

And creativity

Was on peak

When I wasn't 

This much emotionally weak 

When I didn't 

Used to sound stupid and freak 

When I didn't used to hide my thoughts 

When I didn't used to 

Tell web of lies 

To hide my identity

When I really 

Had the caliber 

The needed abilities 

Then came this teenage 

Which made me stupid

And weak 

When everyday I began writing 

My ways 

Of escaping 

This unwanted reality 

Crying everyday like an uncontrollable baby 

When wasn't my life 

This go and serve game 

When even my enemies

Started showing sympathy 

And began trolling me everyday 

When everyday it seems 

What will be worse than today 

Will I ever escape this reality anyway 

I don't how can someone

Promote his toxicity 

In the name of creativity everyday

Maybe that's how I am

And that's how would 

Fall into the ocean of slumber everyday