Could You Please Forgive Me.???..

Now I realise that I am alone...

Alone in this big world...

I was so iffy in my nature

I am not so cruel and you know that...

You were the reason for me to live and you were my world...

Not sure when did he came in between....

From that day when the clairvoyant told me to take more care of my wife....

Don't know how I gradually became suspicion...

It was just a misunderstanding ...

The moment I see you and him together

I Lost my sanity and lost my control...

I still wonder how could I took his life! 

Without even thinking about his pregnant wife and 2 year old kid...

How could I forgot about his bedridden mother ?

Knowingly or unknowingly .... I Ruined the whole family... 

I haven't done any mistake... I did sin...The worst sin of my life...

I Wish I could revert the time ! but am not able to...

Happened is happened! Nothing is going to change....

In All these years of my prison life , the only thing what I could do for you is...,

 imagining my apology by touching your feet and begging with my teary eyes....

My immense regret .... and It hurts me every single moment!

Years passed... And today I really want to ask you one thing...

'Could you please forgive me???'