voice her with me

This my  story my name safrina I am  seem ordinary girl, but deep inside, I carry a world that no one truly understand I have always felt different from other girls around me
     
Like  everyone else, I have dreams -dreams that I long to turn into reality. But somewhere within me, invisible barriers keep holding me back 

Since childhood , my appearance has been the reason for my pain . people judged me before they ever knew me. Their words, their laughter , and their cruel comments slowly shattered my confidence 

As I grew older, life become even more difficult the problem only grew bigger, and I often felt like I was fighting my battle alone.no one seemed to understand the storm inside my heart 

Even in college, I struggle to fit in No one understood what I was going through they only saw my silence , never the battle I found within 

I often wondered why I was born this way there were when I felt that no one would ever truly accept me for who I was . Even when I stood among people, I felt completely alone

Many advice me to change , but no one understood how deeply their words wounded me.every careless comment left another scar on my heart 

There were moments when I cried myself to sleep, asking God why life has to be so difficult yet, despite all pain , I never stopped hopping that one day thing would be different 

I believed that somewhere beyond all this suffering , a better life was waiting for me.that hope become that  the only light kept me moving forward.

After my college days came to an end, I began to dream of marriage, just like every other girl.deep inside me, she- the voice within my heart already knew what was coming 

When my parents started looking for a groom, I didn't think about marriage . I wasn't even sure whether I truly liked it or not . But that inner voice kept whispering, filling my heart with fear.

Eventually I married a man. I trusted him completely and accepted everything he said without questioning whether it was right or wrong 

It was only after our marriage that discovered I was suffering from an illness . I believed he would stand beside me, support me, and face every challenge with me.but I was wrong before I could understand what was happening, he left me... Leaving me alone to fight the battle I never chose.

I was poerty wrapped in a soul,
While he knew only words.
He read every line,
Yet never understood the meaning of me.


After that , I chose to focus on myself. The journey wasn't easy. I fought countless battes -both with my body and with my mind.

The girl who lived within me, the one filled with fear and insecurity , was my greatest enemy. I fought her every single day until I finally drove her away

Today , without her, I am rebuilding my life and fighting to discover my true worth . I know this journey is not over, but I also know one thing -i will win.

I will never let her return she was my insecurity.... And I refuse to let it's define me ever again 

She was the voice of insecurity that lived inside me.
I silenced her once... And I will never let her speak again.

 I  think I can i can,
Which place  I think cannot, 
I fail that place.....
                     
This my story  not over  but I also know one thing  I definitely win or not I will try my best.....