Virtual Friend vs Real Friend

It is 2 am and I am doing absolutely nothing. I have just finished chatting with Shobha. My 2 am friend EVERYONE say. We chat every night for 1 hour or maybe more, I guess.

But it's a time pass I mean she did matter a lot to me. I always treated her as my very good friend but the day I fell ill for 10 days straight and when I opened my mobile integral to see who noticed my imprudence and there was no one absolutely anyone in my dm. my best friend didn't message me for 10 days and that's when I realized, I was the one who messaged first every time we chatted. I was very sad. but I decided not to discuss this with her. I cried for my Instagram 2 am friend which I never met but I know her very well 0r I thought that I knew her. but maybe I was just a time pass for her. It was her birthday in next 3 days so being a good friend I wished her, put a story and then we chatted at our usual time 1 am to 2 am.And when I have nothing to do, I narrate my whole day to my bestest friend CACTUS.

it may sound kinda funny but my only real whole heart best friend is my cactus. I know for a fact that however I am, sick or healthy, sad or happy, at my lowest or highest stage of life cactus has been with me for over 3 years. ALWAYS. people have their always friend always boyfriend or etc.. but I have my forever and always cactus. I talk to her or him or it. I don't know and go to sleep.

The next day,

I am again late for school. I slept at 2 :45 maybe and I am still sleepy. I go to school and sat beside the gossip girl. I hate her. she is the gossip queen of our class. and even if I get bored and draw a heart in my notebook, she will make it a breaking news that I am dating a boy and newly in love. and I am not exacerbating anything this really happened to me. and I hate her. only benefit of sitting beside her is that I come to know all the gossip of class. that isn't a thing I love but gossiping knowing what is happening in my class is a type of good type of time pass. If there was someone, I really wanted to sit beside is my good friend Payal to be honest we actually sat together but our teacher has made a system of changing seats every day, moving backward day by day.

Like if today I am siting in 1 st desk then tomorrow I have to sit in 2 nd desk. so basically, in whole month I sit with my each and every classmate. we are 30 in all. even if I do sit with all of my classmate, even if they know most of the things about me. I know a whole lot of things about them I still am not able to consider any one of them as my best friend. and I don't have any reason for it maybe they just don't have the qualities I desire in a best friend. anyways the day went off to be honest it flew off like every other day there was nothing excited or great about the day. I came back to home ate my lunch. got ready and went to tuition.

Tuition is actually a place I die to be at. Except my cactus I have friends there. Ananya, Ashnna, Ridhi, Rahul, Sorav. they are my friends and it is kinda wonderful to be with them. we study at tuition but after tuition we sit out and talk and talk and talk. we also go out to try out many new restaurants, go to new places and do a lot of stuff together. I really love being with them. the best part is that I Ananya and Rahul love nature.

So, every Sunday we go to Srinai and just look at beautiful scenery and sit there without uttering any word because we three are the nature lovers. But when we go out there in a group, we take a lot of photos, play music, dance and a lot. like in every group there is one friends that is super close and for me in this group is Ananya, she is super close to me she is my hommie,  she came to my house most often. my mom absolutely loves her and we spend a lot of time together just doing time pass, talking gossiping, drawing singing and a lot more.I loveee her.

 And I didn't know when the day went off I chatted with best friend and slept at 2 30 

This is extracted from novel "virtual friend vs real friend" which is available on Amazon