Short life

I didn't realize how short my life is untill I listened young people dying who were friends with me ones. This year I lost my own grandfather. It was too uncertain. He didn't have any disease or anything but he just died the reason was heart attack. We don't know when we are going to die it is so uncertain and also sometimes quick. I just know one thing seeing people die that we live only for one day. Life is for only one day. We die and born every new day. I sometimes not sometimes but regularly feel existential crisis and end up asking myself alot of questions about things not only death and life but many things. Sometimes I question myself why am I doing so much if I have to die? I wish people have more time so they can realize they are nothing. I am nothing. I don't even have this body at the end of the day. We fight day and night for things because they trap us making us think they are what makes us happy but at the end we don't take it with us. Crazy that once a lover will be nothing.

Once everything will turn into nothing. Nothingness is what we call god because nothing exist. This is body is worth less noone even try to come closer to it when we die still we eat, gym and fight with this body. I am not saying that we shouldn't do anything just sit and cry that we are going to die or Never use for body for anything like that. I am clearly saying that we have only one life only for a day why not to love everyone, respect everyone, treat people with kindness even though they are mean to us. Why not to be happy and do what we love? Okay this is something weird why not to just do our work happily instead of focusing on others or having competition with them. Life is so simple yet so complex we can use simple quote in our life still we need to fight or compare ourselves with others. Why not to use quote by movie little miss sunshine that do what you love fuck the rest. Find your own way in life. So in this short why to hurt anyone? Why to have their resentment? Be free of any negativity that is it. That is who you are a free being. This world has trap you. Be free have your own rules. Do what you love. Enjoy every moment we don't have forever.