Philosophy of my life

Life is hard for one who has sense of purity and love and run after goodness but easy for one who is bold as crow and is corrupt,aggressive and put down others this how life is for me as long as I know and for me it is two sides of coin one what is good and other what is bad but as long as I know evil has always evil ending and good will always win even after late in life we have to struggle for own voice either it is good or bad both of them are own own doing either bad or good no matter what at the end of the day our karma goes with us nothing really no lover no friends no parents only us and our karma but what if there is no judgement I mean no hell or heaven only one life and then we are at deep sleep then also people who are left behind will make judgement there is judgement always even if there is not so what to choose good or bad as long as I know good is source of everything and that is god even we struggle in our life for our goodness we have always that happiness that I am a God man or woman and view nice by others and it gives us good sleep and satisfaction cause we know we are good even if it is hard but still going cause we seek purity for example we can't get promoted in our job cause we can't impress our boss but still we work hard that will give me happiness even if it is hard and on other side bad people do everything for themselves and degrade themselves too any extent because of that they have great enemies for that they can't sleep in night and does not have self satisfaction and always longing for something but their life is easy cause they have excess to everything in outside world but what about inside world which is your soul who knows everything even though you don't it is not like long writing about debt about who wins good human or bad human everyone has their own opinion but for me good wins even if it losses cause they have something that is so important in this degrading world purity helping others but even bad can help others through some charity or something but purity it is most important no money can give us happiness until it is earn with honesty and no bed can give us relax until we don't have self relaxation that comes from goodness at the end of the day every one has right to decide good or bad but we should always choose goodness even in pain and suffering cause god is seeing everything and will give judgement according to that there is great story in Hinduism that even Ravan was so powerful but at end he died because he was bad and lord Ram won cause he was on right side but patience is key even in these things cause bad people want something fast and quick for that they might kill somebody because they lack patience but good they wait and let their goodness work so at the end it is in our hand to choose right or wrong bad or good.