Past

It is really hard to forget someone who has given so much to remember. I don't know but I am stuck in past thinking about someone I shouldn't be thinking about but I still do. every night I tell myself I will start a new life but again when the day passes it is all same. I don't if that person thinks the same but I do I can't let go of my past. I remember when I was there I wasn't there when I should be here I am not here damn I am such a loser. I also remember how I used to say to myself oh man when will new things arrive in my life when will this pass but when things arrived it is not like it used to be yesterday hmmm quite complicated not for everyone but for me but isn't it that everything in this life is temporary and every moment of our life is passing just like a second so isn't it that I should forget about my past and move on and enjoy present it is easy to say but it is hard to do but I will try because I don't like to be stuck in something that doesn't exist yeah because past is dead and it just doesn't exist anymore but my mind and memories do but I will try because I know life is full memories and we should always create one because life is to short to be stuck even if we are stuck planet earth keeps on moving and time still moves nothing really stops so I will keep going because I know at the end no one remember you forever cause everyone has their own life. Once I remember I was reading some book and there it was written and I believe it is 100 per cent true in my point of view I don't know about others so what was written that life has so many colours and rainbow that even if we have lost someone for forever we tend to forget that in our happiness but I know that loss is permanent but it is the dark secret of humans no one really cares until it is themselves so after thinking so much and dwelling so much I have moved on not from tomorrow but from now it is a new start. I was confused at first but clear at last isn't it a life lesson that no matter how much slow we should always end great.