Missing my home

I love my mom my dad and my dog and they all are far away and that's making me sad. I literally cry almost every day. I miss the comfort of my mother's arms when she used to take care of everything now I have to take care of everything. My dog dolly most beautiful creature in this world whom I love most in this damn fucking world I remember how she used to sit with me when noone was around now I sit alone and noone even cares. My dad always used to make me laugh and made me feel like a princess but now everyone is just making me feel down says how immature I am but when I was with my dad he knew I didn't know anything then also never called me immature I miss everything I am traped I want to die or go to my home. This shitty city where I live now is a trap only way I am living here is my parents' love and care all my friends are toxic and I am trapped but I will come out of it slowly and get rid of this toxicity. The only things I truly believe in are my parents and my god thank you.