Same Her

It was raining when I woke up at early 4 Am. After few blinking and yawning I just took my car keys and drove. The road was empty and the streetlights with a yellowish golden glow reflected the rain drops pouring down. As each streetlight passed by, it resembled each year in my life. The one at the corner of the street was on and off and that surely echoed by ongoing year. I go on and off now and then only to do a retro and loopback. 

The same road, same lights, same trees and the same HER. My Her who poured down from eternity with a glowing charm only to take me by storm. I listened, cared, loved, and embraced pain as well as beauty together at the same time. I never looked back at my life until she came in. Her eyes and words made be swirl to her past and my past only to draw never meeting timelines and cherish them together. The same Her took my hands and gave me a lifetime's affection. 

I turned a curve and stopped my car. Leaned back on the seat and closed my eyes. The same her who wanted to spent her life with me, the same her who talked about our kid, the same her who fought with me, the same her whom I fed though reluctant to have food, the same her who rested her cheeks akin my shoulder and cried, the same her who kissed me with all her strength, the same her who shared her life pains and stories with me, the same her who looked my eyes and said "my entire life no one has cared me like you and It's those eternal God's who sent you to me out of nowhere"

I opend my eyes and I spoke to myself, 

"It's the same her who told not to disturb, It's the same her who told it was an experiment and mistake for her and it's the same her who thinks to ignore is to show strength and character"

Well, I smiled; we all live a thousand lives over the years. I met her like a fairy tale and talked and smiled. My life has got two parts, before I met her and after I met her. Life gave me Her and her memories. The same life took back the same Her. Wherever I go, Whatever I become, Whoever I meet, everything and everyone will evoke some kind of memories of her in me. Nothing is permanent and pain is to live with it. From closeness to strangers, we have faded away as we never existed. When a heart connects ,all it needs truly is to see the other persons smile and happiness. I see her smile, the same her who once said she love to smile together with me in my memories. Let her wishes in all dimensions come true and let her be the center of happiness of all her loved ones. Iam nothing and she is nothing and there is nothing in here between us. 

But the same Her will live a thousand fades inside me. Till the storm crashes let the light pass. 

And I drove back to home.