Our Victory Heart

Sea is smiling in front of my tearFul eyes. I am the one who feels to die in the world but cannot. I dream daily that I should sing in and night time open stage in front of millions of people and I should be a great rapper. I work day and night from my young age for it . But my parents wont allowed me to even touch it . Now my age was 24 my father plant and marriage for me a day after tomorrow. I have a letter in my hand now it was, great music entertainment gives me a chance to sing in My dream stitch but now I can only go for a marriage stage Novi for my team stage. I fighter towards my father to stop this marriage but all failed. No way I should leave all my dreams and go. I threw that letter in the sea and came to my home. When I reached my home my family was getting ready for my marriage. All events started killing my dreams. I went into my room and locked the door and started crying. A letter without super I started sleeping on that night. 

 There was a snowfield white forest with more giant trees. It was so silent and no one was there I am standing there by pairing and white short skirt frog my hair was clumsy. At that time a deep soft voice of a man tells that ' do not worry don't cry I am there for you you can achieve your dream I will be for your support just trust and follow me because I am yours one follow me follow me!' when I hear this voice it done something in my heart. My dream heart addicted to that voice I know it is and new believe for me. But who is that voice? 

Suddenly I fall down, I opened my eyes, I was on my bedroom floor. I came to note that it was an nightmare but it gives me an unknown believe and this marriage will stop and I can go for my dreams. Tomorrow is my marriage now that time 9:20 p.m. the same soft deep voice sounded inside my mind. I can hear it I closed my eyes and started concentrating on it. It tells me ' the world can even be broken but you should not break I promise you that I will take you to your dream stage because I am there only for you to be bold and strong'. By hearing it I thought in my mind how my marriage will stop. Suddenly I was told I will give a master plan by using it you can escape from your marriage and then you just follow my words so that you can achieve your dreams. I shared it with shock I came to know that I can speak with that voice by my mind voice. After 10 minutes that was told me that plan. After it told me I asked a question from my heart to that voice it was ' who you are '? That voice replied me that ' soon we meet' . Later I slept on that night. Morning at 5:40 a.m. I woke up. My mother made me ready for my marriage. The car came to take me to the marriage Church. With more confidence and clarity on escaping from this marriage, I get into that car. After half an hour the car reached that Church. When my father opened the door of my car his face was shocked. Because I am not there in that car by shouting and ordered everyone to find me. He left that cause there and he started searching me in everywhere. After all, left from that place when were only that cause was standing there. Now the plan of that voice is done. From the back door of that car I came out and stand in front of that church . The church was not even like a church it was just like a Mercury and it was so weird. That a deep voice from my mind told that ' don't even see that charge in any reason don't go inside of that charge I will tell you the reason why please now go out of this Church compound' Iran immediately to the outer gate of that charge but all of my family members are coming towards this Church. I no need to caught again in their hand. Now I have no way I want to go inside that charge and hide. With tension in mind, I cannot concentrate on that deep voice. I run faster into the charge and talk to the main door and started observing inside that church. More human skeletons everywhere many trading things of ancient times full dark order everywhere. Suddenly I feel that many peoples are coming to this down floor from top floor I feel something wrong and scared so I called that deep voice to help me because now I can believe only it. That was hardly told me ' because of your tension you did the thing which you should not do it's ok to be cool I will take care I am there for you be bold now just follow me '. That voice gives me a boost. Incident a large group of weird creature with weapons in hand a killing mindset in I stand in that stairs . That voice said ' never see back I start running and try to go for the second floor of this Church go run! ' . I started running inside that charge to go for that 2nd floor that crucial creatures was chasing me at back. While I was running I saw a light stand which touches the second floor at the top so I did a dive and with the help of that a light stand I came inside the second floor. I got a great shock that thousands and thousands of that creatures or surrounded on that floor also. That voice suddenly told ' the bold do not confuse yourself. there was a room on your right side go inside of it and close the door '. I ran faster into the room and closed the door all the giant creatures started to break that door. That door was too weak if two more beats happened in the door it will break down. That time I saw your glass window in that room and a voice tells me right you go and open that window and by that window, you escape. I started breaking the glass of that window weather was doing at the door opened and all that crucial creatures entered inside. I broke that glass and while I was jumping out of that window one of the creature proved by pointing my head but at just miss it beats on my hair and my hair remove dress loose hair I fall as like that down on a Grass branch. After 3 minutes I opened my eyes. I saw on my right side that creatures are coming and on my left side my family's nails are coming near me. Now that was told that ' never let up your confident. I am there for you! see in front of you there was a small wall .jump out of that Wall and start running you should go for your dreams I'm your arms get up and run ' . With the single hope on the mind by that voice iron faster and jumped out of that Wall and it was a great green forest's starting point that was told me go inside this forest so I run inside that forest I only believe the words of that voice. Suddenly I observed that all crucial creatures are so faster than me they came near me. At that time 4 tsunamis came with great power that fore also evolved me so strongly. I did not know it is good or bad to me. But that was told me that this fore came to save you from that creature and from your family meals. Later, in between that tsunamis, I fell down my eyes slowly closed with just trusting on that voice. I feel I had come into the conscious. I opened my eyes. The place, The feel , which came in my night dream at 2 days before. Full of white trees chill climate and all silent onely that time the dip voice called me. But it not came from my mind it sounded in that whole forest but I don't know from where that voice come from before of this all I don't know where I was standing even.

That voice tells that ' now you are in the own world of nature no one can enter into this world without nature's permission so you are so safe now but for a long time, you cannot able to stay here. Only for this night, you can stay here. So now I will tell all matters first thing your father was not planning for your marriage he was planning to kill you !! . In the year of 1492 all came to know that Christopher Columbus had discovered America by using sea routes. Columbus day is also celebrated every year. Most of the people's know Columbus as a hero but he was a great killer. He had found nothing he had done nothing but he killed lots and lots of people without compassion. In 1492 Spain King Ferdinand gave three ships to Columbus because Columbus told that he will find out India or America. and Columbus augmented with the King that he will bring all the gold, spices etc. And 10 per cent of that all Columbus will take. So as like this he started his travel. In between America and europea in the west indies, there was a small Island named Bahamas. On that Island, Taino group peoples are living. He thought it was India and he landed there. Without any fear, all that I know was people welcomed and show their affection towards Columbus and their group. But there is no gold or great spices can found there. But he should take and give gold to spine Kingdom so he arrested all Taino no peoples and used to collect gold in nearby Islands. He killed 200 people without compassion. And ordered all to bring many golds. Those who do not bring them cut all of their legs and hands immediately. Many children died without food and many pregnant ladies died by doing heavy work. Buy all this atrocity 50, 000 taino peoples killed themselves with their own babies. Columbus did all this atrocities but no one punished him all the pain blood of that whole Taino people became done as great revenge. All their dead souls killed Columbus crucially. They took Revenge that they will kill all the generations of the Columbus family. God helped your family that if you voluntarily give the date of the 14th generation of Columbus then this killing will stop and this poor matter of Columbus will take out from the world's record .now you are the 14th generation, for saving the pride of your whole family your father trying to kill you and that creature which come from that search for those taino souls which also trying to kill you. Now the only way you can escape pause you should go for that Bahamas Island and find the solving role which was been prepared by God. This all or just like a simple family problem. From your engagement you had came out of many family problems for your dreams without any support . But now I am there for you I will be till at the end if you give me your one then we can see your shine ' . By hearing all this my eyes filled with tears not for that killing souls just now for my dream no one had help or motivated or no one told me that you can do it but now he was the one who was here for me. I soundly replied by my mouth that ' I don't know who you are where you are but I will follow you with me at my dreams with you! ' that was replied ' today night you can stay here happily .only one night you can stay in natures would '.

Then I felt something was in back of me I turned back there was a green belt about of fruits full of candle lights by seeing this I came to know that the voice is not a men and also how affection it have on me . I thought I can take a rest but I need to see this natural world because I love nature from a small age. Suddenly I felt something coming towards me from somewhere I felt that it was started crucial as souls. But a great water body horse came in front of me. Again that deep voice told me that ' you can sit on this horse it will take a journey on this fun nature world just trust me and go with it ' with more excitement on my face I sat on that wonderful water horse I like it so much. There were many magical things filled fully in that nature world at last I saw your own mood of that natural world I noticed in that there was a drawing. By seeing that drawing I got a shock because that drawing was my drawing I had done it by loving nature at my 11th age . I did not know why it started happening in me I got much happy but also on another side it dance something in my hormone but I thought something is there. Later that horse dropped me in that green bed . When I lie down on that bad I started to hear a song which came from somewhere else and that forest. That song is my own song which I had secretly composed in my mobile. That song name is " my green play " . I cannot believe what happening around me by hearing my song I slept. But I loved that feeling the it's unknown . Next morning I opened my eyes I was on the flower filled floor where that fore tsunamis revolved me . On that s a gun bullet beats on a tree which was so near to me. I turn back my family meals were there with heavy weapons on hand and the entering sound of that time no souls sounded on that place I confirm that all the time or salts are coming near me . When my family males took their weapon to kill me. suddenly the trees in between me and them had falled down and became as a saving wall for me. From my mind that was told me to run towards the falls which is on my East. I started running towards that falls when I reached that falls I saw your back there was that taino souls are coming to kill me. Suddenly that voice told me to jump inside that falls but I replied that I don't know swimming but that was told me that just jump I will take care. So blindly I jumped into that falls. When I jumped I started sinking on that time are small are pressure from my legs made me to swim in that falls even all that taino souls started chasing me . With more speed . came to a Grass forest it was fully grass everywhere. That both killing groups came to that grass forest to kill me suddenly that voice told me ' run on your straight the fire will protect you now' . So I started running . after I passed a step, in back of me it had changed as fire .by that two groups at my back cannot chase me. As like this the paths which I had passed fully changed into fire lines . By running like a fire I came into the ending point of that grass forest . By clearing all that fire that two groups coming near to me. Now I can see only a top mountain which has many small mountains on its side. That voice also told me that ' I will help you do not see back cross that mountains go now' . I started climbing fastly on the first mountain. Suddenly the 90 degree of that mountain changed like a sliding play inner all the small mountains were changed to like ice sliding path. Like a skating legs my legs slided and started crossing all that mountains one by one. I cannot believe this but this is all worst and by that deep voice on this fight also my heart was waiting to see that voice. When I passed that sliding mountains I saw a dark Island in so far for me. In between me and that Island there was vast ocean. But no problem so I jumped into that ocean when I jumped in that same small air pressure need me to swim. I cannot see any of that taino souls in back of me. When it became as a afternoon I reached that Island. There was no man all broken old homes and died reason plants no fauna can see there. But suddenly from my eastside many crusius souls came . So next by the order of that voice started running towards in my wast . In a fraction of s again a large group of that souls blocked me at west but that boys told me to go towards my East but all the souls are there in the east one day but also by believing that voice on east I came near to that souls suddenly a magical lightning hits on that souls on a fraction of second buy it all that souls died . Then the voice told me that ' now all going to, in front of you there was a small mountain in top of that mountain broken black cabin was there. Inside of it only the solution for this .go fast for your relief '. So I started climbing that mountain fully black clouds so windy I cannot even see at up. By spending lodge amount of time I came to that cabin. Inside of that cabin there was a burning box in open the position. Horrid voice from inside of the box told me that ' that fuck Columbus date all the terrible forest now no words solution is only one way you should give your heart. give it now' I don't know what to do now I have no way for even going out of this Island. I replied that I cannot but THAT deep voice replied to that hard voice that ' I will give my heart because it's not alone my heart it's her heart which merged with me . From her teenage she left her hormone with me she let her happy for me as like this she did it all for me. She just merged with me or simply loving me. here is my heart !! '. When I heard this I killed myself suddenly a bright green light let me to close my eyes it was too shiny. I came to know that it all done by simple it's "GREEN".

Again when I opened my eyes I was under the sea and that a letter which I throwed was near my hand. I started trying from my heart the one who gave their heart to save me is " NATURE " . I killed the one which I loved the most. Suddenly I hear that deep voice again telling that ' nature never dies because it's still living in your heart' I got shock and I suddenly asked ,how? It replied that ' because the nature already merged with you!! . Now go for your dreams today night at 9 p.m. your singing show was there now that time is 7:30 p.m. go and change yourself which you have imagined in your daydreams go go!!'. The water letter pot for me now I took the letter and started running towards my dreams. I came to a room in that singing set I cut my head into undercut blue hair, removed all my neck chains and earrings, throwed out my frog which I was wearing and I wear a black shining pant and black rocking shirt and Nick shoes. I took a green Mike and I entered into the stage, full of lights and smile around me. My pain, my cry ,my war all is for only this moment. I started my power RAP !!! I let my song ending as 

I want a sleep at your clip on night 

Because we mergi in an green heart 

When you around me at first sight 

I got a dare without your shadow 

Eerta .......... 

It might be by your beauty 

I will pass away

Eerta.............. 

I can rise in your eyes, shall I cry!!!!! 

It's your journey with your pain 

I am there for your smile 

You can run and love all in our Earth 

Because I made in for you 

Eerta ......... 

As finishing with this I closed my eyes and told to that it was that ' you did uncountable for me. I give my love to you I changed my dreams on you this song is only for you because simple, We Merged In An Green Heart ' !!!!! 

I Love you my nature ❣️

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