My Greatest Fear

My Friends always praise that the exact meaning for sruthi is boldness.

But they don't know what the exact meaning of boldness has the greatest fear of losing her love.

I know, I love him a lot, mad on him, cannot live without him because he is my everything. He is the only answer to the question of why I am here now? He is my 1st love and even last.

He had already muddled to my Gene. Every breath of mine bears his name. He smudged into my eyes. He is not a part of me but me. My idiotic mind recalls him every fraction of seconds.

My love always wins while it competes with his ego. I already felt my future in his smoky eyes. The only place I feel safe and comfortable is in his arms.

We both were detached for a year. We neither saw nor spoke. But in that year every minute, I felt his presence in me. I can smell him even he is thousands of miles apart.

After a year, when we met each other, our tongue was shut and emotions started to speak. I still remember those minutes getting nearer to him. After a year. My concise was on cloud nine. I was shivering, my body was chilling as if I was from the North/South Pole. My whole body reacted when my soul flew inside me.

Naturally, I'm a phobophobia girl. But when he matters my monkey mind jumps to philic of fear.

I wish to tell him that, " even someone takes me to another side of the world and cages me, I'll unlock every lock and I'll fly across mountains and oceans just to say I came for you because I love you".