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monsters are real
monsters are real
Well im 63 now and the memories fade the nightmare's and scars still remain my monsters are my family dad David Becky she is probably the most evil laughing while I'm being beaten by dad or David or even her sitting in top of me grabbing my hair with both hands slamming my head on the floor mad because dad makes her clean house and cook she has her own hell David has his own hell and I have all of there's my only thoughts are how to survive these monsters so cooking how to make ghoulish the drum from a washing machine don't forget the rusty bolt in center that's your iron while Becky is cooking the noodles I went out to garden to find as many tomatoes that had fallen or been pecked on or rotten and some onions.
Dumping the noodles into the sink draining the water and putting 5lbs hamburger into the drum to fry throw in tomatoes onions into the Greese then out half noodles in stirring and then the rest of the noodles in letting it cool putting the drum full into the fridge that was our food
for the month and you get 1 cup that's UT no more no less and you hope you get a piece of meat as for school they all thought I was mentally ill and I couldn't learn i was too focused on surviving the monsters at home so when I told everyone what was happening to me they thought I was lying and I was crazy dad lived inflicting pain he needed the out let when we moved from Kansas city to Pittsburg dad bought a bar north 7th street bae and 6feet next door was another bar the alley between the 2 bars was where the trash went but really it was for the fights they would have gambling dad was the champ. One night dad got into a fight as he was the bouncer too dad beat that guy so bad he broke both his hands and had go to hospital to have his hands set about 3months later dad sold the bar and went to work for Parsons ammunition plant so for a few hours there was a sigh of relief for everyone Becky would hide or throw away my shoes. and dump the water troughs so dad would think I didn't feed or water them
