Monsters Are Real

Well, after I left home I bounced from place to place. They would pick me up to about every 3 or 4 months, usually after I got off work, walking home I had a room I rented 120 a month. I worked what ever I could, headers was a good oat day, my friend George mock was the manager v and most times he gave me rides close to home. I worked as samvos, waiting tables for tips too and cooked so I didn't have time to play that kept me off the streets, and safe from police finding me and working as labour for construction crews paid good at times. I slept in box bins and under vidicks bridges traveling from place to place, meeting all kinds of people being free was the most important thing to me, ideas alone had no family but I got picked up a bunch roofers picked me, u in started working for them stayed there till he died, they thought me a lot things some good some bad, I never got into the drug, seen it had keep my Watts about me there were a lot of bad people in this world my family taught me to never trust anyone as they were the most dangerous of all. I was street an art is always had money well most of the time when things got real bad I would fight for money and food. I was a king in the ring fast they called me lighting. I never list a fight thought it felt like I did at times some how'd the ghosts always seem to find me then nightmares'. Always found me I would wake up shaking sweating. And then I would run for days just run as far as I could my family ghosts right there beside me, I could hear dad david beck in my mind, I couldn't sleep dreaming of the things they did to me I was not the best brother to them I know they hated me. Becky never spoke to me unless she barked orders at me if I didn't do as they said I was in for it. Becky used to dump the water turnoffs after I filled them dad would think I didn't water the animal s an said I was a lair an be at the craps outta me. We were never family or friends david would make me sleep on floor an becky would stick needles in the covers, it ate dry dog food allpo was the best, the beef chunks if you put hit water in it wasn't bad