monsters are real

It was June 6th 1967 mom just died of cancer dad well thevtrue dad has just been releashed. From his cagevit was July 10th dad had just made a well pump out of the lawn mower shecwas donproud and left me in chargecto watch it if it stops pumpingcshut it off and come get me he said while your watchingbit pick up all this trash while your here so dad went across the street to the housecwell it was about an hour an the damn thing stopped so I went to the house an told dad it stoppedhe came and looked at it and said I let it run dry you little bastard then he doubled his fist and hit me in the head i don't know where because the lutes went out as he continued to pummel me and said now get up and start picking up that trash like I told you to i stood up and staggering and falling to the ground dad yells get up stop faking and get started as he quickly walks back to the house I started to bend down and fellbto the ground I couldn't get up then every thing got dark I must have past out I woke and the sun was setting must be about 530 6 o clock I guessed the dirtvand dryed blood in my mouth and in my hair. Little black ants crawling all over me and in my mouth as I spit the dirtvand ants out of my mouth my lips swelled my nose i couldn't breath air into it dryed blood and dirt was blocking it he really put one on me I tryed to sit up I couldn't move I tryed again and set up spitting ants dirt from my mouth I can't move I just sat there its getting dark about 20 more minutes i think I gotta get up I thought wiping the blood from my face dirt from my eyes face i finally got up stumbled across the street got to the house opened the door no one was around i made it to bathroom an ran the water to take a bath the water dripped from my face with blood and dirt the water turning red and brown from the dirt I dared not look in mirror I dryed off with a dirty towel an went to my bedroom slumping across my bed David my brother laughing because it wasn't him guess I fell asleep seems like only a few minutes its 5am time to get up eat oatmeal a slice of toast with a pad of butter and hoats milk in the oatmeal to say we got milk dad left orders to clean the barn out so I started cleaning he came home and came to barn yelling what you been doing all day grabbing my by throat and pounding mybhead on the wall of chicken house I slumped in his hand and fellbto the ground as he began kicking me and stomping me it was bad but I was out so I didn't feel it till I came too it was late David must have felt sorry for me as he came and helped me to the house it was like 8 or 9 pm it was darkni just layed on the bed I couldn't move at all the next morning no one bothered me I couldn't have got out of bed ileven if I wanted to I looked in the window man I'm a mess bruises cuts everywhere schools in one more day its Sunday dad called the school and told them I won't be there for a few days as I got kicked by horse i was out a week just laying in bed my meals at the door on the floor after that week it was back to normal well as normal as our house was I wouldn't get another beating for a while I still have to many bruises cuts. The school knew but were afraid of dad. Even the police were afraid of him dad was a mean sob if you would like to here more.