Letter To The Father Of Kids

Hey!

I don't know why am writing this even when I know you won't read it. It's been three years since I actually heard from you. well, let's go into this.

I hope you remember the first time we met and how I was so smitten by your looks. Up till now, I can't forget the words you said; how you complimented my looks and smile. It felt like heaven as I was the happiest girl on earth. 

You loved me. you made me happy. you promised me the world but you crumbled mine. Things went well. And smooth until I gave you my pride. I was scared but you promised to never leave me. I got pregnant and you asked me to get rid of the baby. I wanted to abort the baby. I wanted to obey you. I was scared you'd leave me if I refuse. I couldn't do it. The thought and feeling of being a mother felt so great. I was lost and shattered. I loved you so much that I didn't want you to leave. 

Even after you denied the pregnancy in the presence of my mum and even spat on my face, I forgave you.

I woke up each day hoping you'd come back to your senses but you never did. I wanted you back, despite the fact that you broke my heart. I wanted to feel the taste of your lips and your hands on my waist. I wanted you to come back and be a father to our baby. Few months after you traveled abroad, I gave birth to a set of twins. Double blessings. I wanted to hate you but each time I saw how they made me happy, HEARTi just couldn't. I named them Jhasine and Jasmine; just like you have always wanted. Our kids are doing fine and Jhasine looks just like you. They started school two years ago and they are doing great. I just hope you were here; maybe you'd wish to be a father to them. I wish you'd come back and own up to your mistakes. I promise to be the best mother to them. I love you with the broken pieces of my heart.