In The Search of Love

Nisha the night mesmerized you with the eternal beauty, a soulful breezed touched directly to heart, a blissful sound of leaves kissed each other’s, moon light created a fabulous canvass –all composed a wonder of world. However Nisha might be how much magical charming, a shiny ray abruptly made it history. If diamond days of life remain forever! Sun shines ever changes the face of coin of Nisha the night.

Viran, once upon a time traveled such journey where no one can desire to reach destination, his life became journey but could not make destination. His story of life got moonlight when Nisha became fellow traveler of his journey. Nisha was in her charming days, her color was not like fair and lovely girl but her confident eyes and firm voice took her beyond from the poster girls. She had a good fit and her values and work ethics created a full package of empower diva. She was a teacher by profession of primary class in a reputed School of the town. She hold advanced touch over the all other stuff, her tech savvy nature and nature of sharing her knowledge with fellow being were extra feathers of her cap. Viran also joined that school as a guest faculty for sharing his expertise in mathematics and science. He joined temporary that school to enrich students learning of his neighborhood. On the fact of plants and animals they first introduced each other. Viran discussed with students shared strange fact about plants and animals with new perspectives which was slightly differ with their previous knowledge , Students claimed that Nisha madam taught the same and confident that their madam seldom mistakes. Viran listened calmly and instructed students to correct the facts and committed that  he would discuss it with their madam.

After the class Nisha and Viran talked on that topic, Nisha was right as text book mentioned that very fact but very shrewdly Viran opened layer by layer and make her understand the limitation of textbook and urged we the teacher should bear the responsibility to unfold the truth in front of the students in spite of textbook or syllabus gave different point of view of that. It was the fantasy of first sight love, with a bitter conversation between Nisha and Viran culminated at cloud of romance.

Now Nisha often share her query with Viran and Viran pondered his intellectualism. Nisha alone the star of that school but now she shared her stardom with Viran, both created a new height of their profession. Along with this their love saga was continue. All school staff felt happy on such sweet pair and blessed them. Viran reached Nisha’s home at once School was over, they spent romantic afternoon until students came for tuition. Viran left the house half-heartedly with half finished work.

Nisha and Viran hardly said three words of expressing their love but they moved far beyond any limitation and became one soul, the journey was so smooth and sustainable that they reached everyday on new destination of romance and free from all fear of society and bla bla. Their love story was the favorite gossip of their colony and among their students. Her mother appreciated them also. On a good warm evening Nisha was confident as usually to talk about Viran with her father. She explained in detailed as she narrated a life story, she talk about Viran’s education, sense of humor, social credibility, intellectual attitude, their good tuning in school and how their friends and students appreciated their togetherness. Mr. Rahguveer spellbound as a great storyteller created the magic, Nisha untold with so passionately each page of her love story which she believed never open to anyone as it was very personal to them, but it was the matter of flow and river started its journey and flow in only one direction. Her mother tried to jump between father and daughter chit chat but all effort all in vain as Nisha left no entry for anything else. As a great story end or movie watched left a thoughtful and we appreciated whole heartedly and we moved for the next with those augmented expectations.

Mr. Rahguveer was a bank manager and this time he utilized all his managing skills and got success also and left a diplomatic answer which can be understood with audience perspective. Nisha failed this time to catch it this time, papa told –“We live in progressive society, and you got well education and choices to choose your vocations ,with no discrimination we afford your upbringing and you also provide us good moment of proud, but we are all bound with the destiny and we have to follow our great culture and give our best to fulfill our traditions. You are in the age of fantasy and no harm in it but after all we are never separate our identity and should not be, as I know about Viran, all good but not for us, how can you forget that we cannot make relation outside of our caste and without the consent of our elders. What reply we give to society? Our society have a lot expectations to us and we each time on to the mark, you also help us. We are living in the age that we have to live happily with all type of people ,there is no other choice, it is the only way to live gently in this diverse society, but we have choices for marriage etc. and its our sole responsibility to live for the betterment of our society. We will never change our path and always add values in our caste reputation in society.

Nisha got this unexpected view of his father, she was the grace of his father. She wished and confident that she would make him understand and make out of this strange phase which was never come before. This time his father took step and called her princess and elegantly put his hand of her daughter’s head and told – Dear Nisha you are the reason of happiness of our family, I wished you would have a great career and splendid future, my friends son study at Dehradun Hotel management college, I met him and visited that college ,it is a great place to study, My friend can help through management quota to get admission in that college. I talked to him and next week we got final answer ,see what happen! We human being try only ,next in the hand of God. Nisha watched prospectus for long, felt happy and imagined Dehradun lifestyle in the management college. Her father very well knew the hidden desire of her but he was afraid to send her daughter out of native city but now this decision was the crucial and chess game trick so that they weakened the love phobia of her daughter.

Viran and Nisha met for next three days , enjoyed long chat this time although they talked less and remained silent and love each other physically yet in these three days Viran tried to understand and make any decision ,before this Nisha went to her relative with her family . There she got news confirmed seat in that very college. Nisha did not get time to tell Viran about her departure and entered her dream city. Viran tried a lot to contact her but got no suited news. Her father came school and informed school administration about Nisha ‘s sudden departure. He talked about normal well-being of Viran also. Mr. Raghuvanshi would go Derhadun every holiday so that Nisha could not get chance come to home.

Nisha also flew on the dreamy plane, new friends, new freedom, new fantasy and off course college discipline and study –there was no room for Viran’s love. She twice or thrice talked to Viran and share about Dehradun and college. Nisha’s father knew difference between calf love and love. There is no real love like thing but only opportunities. We live in that opportunities and got our relation ,love and other materialistic things- his philosophy was very simple. In Nisha ‘s case got perfectly shaped also.

Nisha ,after three month called Viran and described her new choices and shared her new love Anirudh. Anirudh also talked to Viran. Viran had lost his earth ,he amazed with such destiny of life ,He got numb and wept bitterly. He wept and wept, all his intellectualism failed, he was only mourned soul this time. He was witnessed of strange love vacuum, He had managed to get his conscience  found himself in innumerable questions around , why He was the victim of this? IS love so bitter? What was the looping point of his love story? He need all answers but had with questions.

Time passed ,Nisha felt or not ,missed or not who knows? But Viran with his single breadth ,with a drop of each of his blood Viran was alive but in the moment that spent with Nisha. He often filled with tears and tried to find his answers why ? and Why with him ….

Viran still in search of those answers and think how a girl has so much big heart that has no memory of past, how it can be possible for a lover ? Now it was the matter of past 10 year, Nisha was happy with her hubby who was not her college boyfriend, after that Nisha also got such shocked love situation and finally married to papa’s choice boy. Viran often lost in the sweet and sour memory Nisha and talked himself- I didn’t think I would ever fall in love again. I know that everyone says that after a heartbreak, but the difference is that I’m not heartbroken. I’m not cynical, or pessimistic, or sad. I’m just someone who once felt something bigger than anything else I’d ever felt and when I lost it, I honestly believed I would never have that again. But... I was 22 then and life is long. And I’m feeling things right now that I haven’t in a long, long time.

Viran was wrote for his love, his hope and mystic common sense still waiting Nisha . Nisha was such night of his life that has no end only dark and deep dark. But who dare to stop sun shine! Sun shine came in Viran’s life but it was dark sun shine. He found seized himself within the love of his beloved.

Love got meaning in his heart, he has no reason to move ahead from it, he has a lot stories, memories and more to tell, to write , to sing, to weep, to numb. He got happiness in the news of well-being of his beloved Nisha. All of sudden One day Viran received phone call – She was Nisha .

She started saying and Viran was just listening. Nisha told her that she was not happy to see his gloomy condition, that was her young age and she was not mature so much , please live your life happily and forget her.

It was the happy moment for him because he won ,his belief won , his hope won –he received her call ,that was waiting 14 years. But He could not understand the un-matured love. Is such phenomenon also exits? He believed still Nisha also loved him so much and it was the circumstances that were not in the favor of him, love flourished only in lovable circumstances, so one must not kill that circumstances, it is opportunities that has all answers and give meaning of Love.